I hold out to you
The calloused palm of my life
The mal-knit fracture of my story
The ingrown nail of regret
Bleating feet and fissured heels
I hold out to you
My faded flower-face
My shorn forlorn crown
Baggaged jowls
The narrow street of my lips
I hold out to you
This monster
And yet,
Though I may sway in a gale
I remain standing,
A chipped ballast
On marbled legs
Teal veins rivering
Zig zagging
Bubbling behind my knees
Bubbling towards my centre
Longing bleeds from my many-mouthed heart
Telling you
I am hungry,
Still.
Anne Marie Corrigan is an Irish writer living in Vancouver, BC who is privileged to live and work on the traditional, ancestral, and unceded Coast Salish Lands of the xʷməθkʷəy̓əm (Musqueam), səl̓ilw̓ətaʔɬ (Tsleil-Waututh), and Sḵwx̱wú7mesh Úxwumixw (Squamish) people. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Spellbinder, Ropes Literary Journal, Fleas on The Dog, Moss Piglet, Pine Row Press, The Poet’s “Family” anthology, Leon Literary Review, Alive Magazine, The Exchanger, The Thunderbird Magazine, In Dublin Magazine, and Orato. Alongside her love of poetry, Anne Marie has also completed her first book of fiction, The Cause, and is working to get it published.
