An A-line dress is best. An extra coat of mascara
& two Ticktacks for breakfast. Coffee with skim
milk, Special K cereal with skim milk if you’re feeling
indulgent. Every good play needs a wet-eyed
ingénue. The stage doesn’t have a red velvet curtain
but there are plenty of places to hide. Behind
every good woman is a Russian nesting doll set
of the smaller & smaller women inside her—
I have been examining my smallest woman.
She’s lost her way amongst life’s towering props
& has found herself stuffed in the sofa cushions
alongside unidentifiable crumbs. Inside her
there is no baby. No miniature her. Inside
is a bird with a song so high-pitched some men
can’t hear it. The bird is hungry, ravenous,
& hates the taste of artificial sweetener.
The song isn’t sweet or pretty. The bird
is not a girl or a boy. The bird is a bird
that lives beneath my layers of lip gloss
& demands to be heard.
Stevie Edwards holds a PhD in creative writing from the University of North Texas and an MFA in poetry from Cornell University. Stevie’s poems have appeared in Poetry Magazine, American Poetry Review, TriQuarterly, The Southern Review, and elsewhere. They are a Lecturer at Clemson University and author of Quiet Armor (Northwestern University Press, 2023), Sadness Workshop (Button Poetry, 2018), Humanly (Small Doggies Press, 2015), and Good Grief (Write Bloody Publishing, 2012). They are also the Poetry Editor of The South Carolina Review. Originally a Michigander, they now live in South Carolina with their husband and a small herd of rescue pit bulls.
