He could pull ancestral messages from
this kind of weather.
Last snow in brittle, crusty piles
like garbage his neighbor
would burn last.
He would’ve stood near the road,
near the long driveway to the gun club across the street,
where shots cracked the air throughout the day,
and told me this earth fogging
at our ankles would be the sign
for his ancestor farmers to do something.
I can’t remember what.
Leaving later, I’d be halfway down his street
when I’d remember some thing I left behind.
After I found the untethered thing, he made me sit
on the hardwood floor and count to ten, that calm number,
before he let me drive off again.
Was it a carnation of superstition from
his arrangement of country ones.
He wasn’t a godfather of mindfulness movements,
even if this worked. But maybe he was giving
my grandmother another moment
to look at her forgetful grandson
before he returned over the hill where
the fog was gone now and the shotgun
in the distance snapped his mind empty again.
Joe Bueter lives and writes in central Pennsylvania. His poetry has been published in Nashville Review, Vassar Review, Confrontation, Parcel, and others. He has also participated in the Joaquin Miller Cabin Poetry Series in Rock Creek Park, Washington, DC.
